Calm My Anxious Heart

For the past 10 days or so I have been reading and soaking in the truths of Linda Dillow's book "Calm My Anxious Heart". God is teaching me to wait on Him and He has put me in a position in life where I am completely out of control, and that is really scary. I am currently subletting a room and will stay here until I fly home in August and when I get back... I have no place to move into yet. I also have no job lined up for the fall yet, prospects, but no security or comfort. God wants to be my sole security and comfort and I am going to learn that the hard way. I am so blessed to serve a God who loves me enough to teach me the things that I need, even when they are hard. I will post a blog in a month, and whatever I wrote, however this turns out, wherever I end up living and working will be a testimony to His faithfulness in my life and proof that He is indeed in control of everything, he is all-knowing, all-powerful and I have nothing to worry about. August 2009 is going to prove that to be true. His Word will come alive in my life and I will be a walking testament to Him. Until that blog post... when I know what is going to happen in my life... I pray continously, "Lord, calm my anxious heart." I surrender it to Him, lay it at his feet, surround myself with His truth, pray all day long, listen to music to soothe my spirit, and desperately ask for prayer... and I wait.